Languishing

If I could silence this fear
I'd throw caution to the wind
But I'm caught up in this saftey net
This trouble manifests deep within
And my heart beats out a broken rhythm
Yet my soul is still present and vital
Your eyes scream out a warning
And your intentions are crystal clear
Convinced you could take me, and break it down
The wall I've built from heartache and mistrust
So I'll take cover behind this still heart of mine
As you persist in showing me
A beautifully flawed new world
One where pain and hurt have subsided
All but forgotten the flaws are evident
I can see all the bad hidden behind the good
I'm skittish at first but I've started to feel
This broken heart has started to heal
But fear lurks behind the pain
You start to advance as I shut down
For fear has broken through this perfect facade
But you've got a firm grip on my hand
And I'm scared to the point of hysteria
Doubt, fear, and a painful ache hitch in my chest
The wall like magic is building itself up again
But you won't let me go down without a fight
Not willing to part, but I don't know why
I'm never going to be whole again
But your willing to hold onto a troubled soul
And as long as it may take
You've promised to be there.

Okay, now the untitled piece has a name =D
BP!